The 4 T's of you

This seems like the gayest thing that i could do...
But while i was writing my term paper i hit the last paragraph and with each word i typed all i could think about was you; things, times, talks, and tears. And when i come to think about it, the reason that i chose this subject to write on was that this subject is my faith, and that what i'm going through now is my test of faith, and that i can only hope that you feel the same way.
And i've never really dedicated anything to anybody, i've written shit about them, but i aint ever dedicated anything to anyone.

But imma dedicate this to you.

The whole thing will be up on my myspace, and probly here as well, after i correct whatever they say needs changed on it tomorrow.
So if you get the time, go ahead and wade through all 20 pages of this shit when i post it... i know you probly won't understand half of it cuz you didn't read the books that i did (fuck, i didn't even read the books that i did!), but i trust that when you get to that last paragraph you know that i'm writting to you.
and in the epilogue (that i haven't written yet) i'm supposed to be writting to my teacher and explaining how i felt about this project or some shit...

But imma write that to you as well.

I don't know if you read these or not, and if you don't I'm hoping this just finds its way through the ether to you:
I love you, man.
See you soon.