Realistically Now

I'm sure you didn't mean it like i read into it. (well, i mean, but we aren't going to play that game tonight.)
I know that you meant it as something offhand that would put any fears i've had to rest.
But the way i saw it...
It made me realize exactly how small of a role i have: i'm background noise, if not actually static.

I mean like really now, what the fuck was i thinking would happen?
Did i actually expect the universe to really and actually get behind me on something?
I'm not even sure what i thought i could bring to the table.

Shit, i don't stand a single fucking chance.